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Syikin Kassim. Very much in ♥ with Faizal Alwai. Sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus, or train, or even, on the bike. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your criticism is not welcomed. Thank you.

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11:44 AM
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
hello my beautiful princesses.

yes,

1)i've privatised my blog.
2)i'm backing out.
3)life goes on.

this is going to be the last time you'll hear me rant about this. truth is, im affected by her actions. instead of saving our relationship, she's only making things worse. how much am i worth in her eyes. i dont know. remember few months back? on my birthday? outside zirca? how excited i was to see her that i cried? i dont know if those tears are worth it. i've tolerated with her for the longest time. and i guess she too, must have felt the same way. truth is, we humans, never fail to make mistakes. is it wrong that i spend more time with my boyfriend? maybe she's not used to it cause i nv fail to be there for her the last time. and last time, she got asy. now the table have turn. if others can understand, why not her. in fact, she should be happy for me. since she "chooses" someone who label me as a bitch and everything else, im backing out. goodbye.

and so, i decided to move on. i hope to be able to update my blog regularly from now on. jgn jelak pulak eh. hehehe. best tau ade private blog. it's only between the three of us. oh, sekarang jer ive got things to tell you. you know that amalina? hazril's gf. they broke up, and patched. my friend, who is in np and in their malay cultural group also, told me they broke up because.. hazril pergi hotel dgn ppn lain. oooh, bitchy kan. so raudah, its not your lost. budak dk nie sume.. mmg mcm SIAL. amalina also ever got jealous over me. over a small matter. just because my friend asked her whether she knows me or not. and on hazril's birthday, i went to the zoo. i was with faizal when i saw them both. hazril looked at me but i just stared and looked away. i also heard hazril is the kind yg mintak amalina duit and si amalina bodoh nie pulak gave him. asl budak2 andika perangai mcm tu eh? heran ahh.

currently, im at home. tk pergi tarian cause m-a-l-a-s. need i explain more? hehe. will be fetching faizal later. in the meantime, tktau nk buatpe. nk pergi karaoke. tapi tkn srg2. da tkd duit nie. mlm nie baru gaji masok. b-o-r-i-n-g.