thank god UT is like finally over! yeah, over! and herre i am blogging about it. excited lah sangat, belajar pun tidak. ouh, i mean i read thru though. with the mixture of feeling exhausted ever since monday. monday tau! how tiring can that be! sister said i was anti-social these days. pardon me for that. i know you understand fully. anws. had practice on monday. with cikgu. omfg. idk why but my vision blurred twice during practice. i was so afraid that he gonna roar at me or something but i just couldnt help it. dah macam life and death tau tak. warmups was like crazy. and afew new moves which idk for what. reflections maybe? very slow ok. menguji kesabaran aku. then came basics of joget. went home straight. so tired and sleepy. didnt even bother to read for cognitive UT the next day. ohwells. then tue came. super long day. cognitive UT, sci module and then again, practice. with no cikgu this time ard. the ones who make it were only hanif, raudhah and me. the usual clicks have other things to do. asri taught us SAF dance moves, choreographed by zaini, he is modern dance instructor. the dance is about fusion; malay, chinese, indian. racial harmony la gtu. then came wednesday. culture UT was ok, but! computing module. sucks kan! thursday pulak computing UT, culture module. ayayai. and its over. like finally. macam lama gitu nak tunggu. boleh la aku kembali slack. huahua. but one thing i have to bear with now is my thigh cramps. mesti because of monday's practice. tp tue baru start rasa. it so fucking hurts when i goes up or down the stairs, stand to sit, sit to stand or any movement that make me goes higher or lower.


ayah will be gg for appointment at ttsh tmr. my mom is like so worried that he needs to undergo surgery. hopefully its nothing serious and he wont get admitted. life wont go on without him. i need him. people, please pray for my dad that everything's gonna be alright alright. your prayers will definitely make a difference.


i love you ayah.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY LEONA BABE!


monday started out to be preety dry for me.
with practice aft school, UTs on tuesday, wednesday and thursday.
i so cannot wait for it to be finally over.
but guess what!i bumped into syilaa like idk how.
we boarded the same bus but i only realised it was her her when we're on the escalator.
i thought prolly i was still in lala land okay.
but anyhows i just stood next to her and initiated a "hello" although i kept telling myself that it was gg to be super embarrassing if i got the wrong person.
you wouldnt wanna know her reaction, ok no, our reaction at that point of time.
we caught the eye of everyone at the escalator. LOL.
sowhat lah. i meet my gf. and i so much miss her. that is an immediate reaction okay. no pretence.


ily babe. and it feels great to see you.

okaye. dont pay attention to my hair. it's in a mess. i let go after tying and wearing the safety helmet.

group photo. W15PQR

wednesday - adventure learning bebe! it was ok. i mean yes. i was nervous but not scared ok. worst come to worst pun i wont die from it. we are secured to this idk what thing which can hold idk how many tonnes or kg each. ok, obviously i wasnt paying much attention to what the instructor was saying because i was amazed to be there! it is located near our sports complex uh.. the alc(adventure learning centre). although it was not as big as obs(outward bound) but still, different things at different environment! ok. exaggerating eyy. but i thought the whole thing was not challenging enough uh. one cause the distance is short. two cause it is on the same level. no panjat2 macam monyet. tidak. haha. i was expecting more though. anw, worth the try. and we finished early ehks! ard seven? early right. W15PQR combined okaye. i heard others finished ard eight or half to nine. no. im not boasting. achievement team, achievement.



friday - training resume. but whyy friday. bleahs.

cheesecake

spicy. hot.

define colours. anyone? depends on the mood. and the occasion.

Your fav piece of clothing:

in between marsiling and woodlands.

Your screen name/nickname:

Your first job:

zara liat towers

my worst habit that i should get rid of.

it has been a long time hasnt it?
relax. chill.
will update soon.
and oh, life's been good. no worries.
loves.

wokeup at 8am for nothing! and now idk what to do. cant get back to sleep since im all freshened up. somuch for wanting to meet earlier tgt with the performers but who's to blame. miscommunication. urgh i somuch hate that word! and my heart tells me to go online maybe to pay syilaa's blog a visit since she has not been blogging for a couple of days. and luckily i saw her entry which says that she's gg to perform today at westmall. haha. and im gg to be at chengsan ccfrom 2 - 7pm. ouh. dharmarepfuse is taking part in fiestari2008. we came in 3rd lastyr. so thisyr. we wish for nothing but the best! gdluck to all twelve of them!


so here's how the miscommunication begins. ira was getting a new no since she lost her hp few days ago. and she said that she's gg to text me as soon as she got her new no. but i waited and waited. but to no avail. because isa thought that we could all go tgt with the performers at 9am in the morning. ira has yet to know that. and! luckily i text isa this morning ifnot idk that they're meeting at 8.30pm b/c the bus is leaving at 9. how nice! and ira doesnt knoe about this either. she only know that we r meeting and bns at 12.30pm. b/c the last time that she n i communicate was like hours ago during school hours. im so not liking this now okay. panic sekejap. moreover, ira doesnt know how to get there and she doesnt know anyhting about this chaos. then i called iqa but she didnt answer. until when i got hold of her, we thought that those who alr left their houses and reaching could all go first. initially it was supposed to be me and her who stayed behind and wait for ira. because she said this, "penting sangat ke pergi sama2 tapi tinggalkan kawan." but it looks like im the only one who's waiting.


now its not because who's ready and who's not. but rather ure willing to make sacrifices for a friend. even if all is ready, we still have to wait for that friend. and now im doing it ALONE. you go with the others. your reason is because you're ready. is this a good reason for you to leave your friends behind. i dont want to argue with you. but im kinda dissappointed.

first&&foremost,
i apologise for not being a frequent blogger.
there's nothing much to update.
except that im sick!
but alhamdullilah..
gettin' better.
didnt go to doc
except from gettin' treatments from mum's medication.
coming to the end of the week.
weekends are nearing again.
how i wish my weekends could be longer..
so that mondays wont come.
it would but, not so soon.
haha. ass. ahh!
tmr will be programming ut!
omg. thats my most hate and also is my weakest subject.
to my loves, pray for me that it would be alright aight.




to my hates, dont bother reading if you're not happy. i didnt ask you to anw. so why bother. obviously, the purpose of me blogging is so that my loved ones would know what's happening in my daily life eventhough we dont meet. and that is because we're too busy with our own. so to u, yes u! whynot u juts fuckoff from my site if ure cursing me updown. it'll bring you no good.

i dont feel like updating today.
but just incase i become super lazzy tmr,
i guess i should just post an entry here.
by sharing my weekends.
both days fully occupied.
today was spent at eastcoast for syilaa sweetheart 18th advance bday partay.
(omg! 18? tua nya. my turn soon. but not so soon. huhu)
it was aheartfelt get together. i simply love it.
since it has been SO long since we last met&&have a heart-to-heart talk.
tmr aftn will be at msl cc. a wedding invitation.
&&the next day back to school! dreadss.
okie people! do take care alright. see you soon.


CONGRATS TO FIZREE!
for getting a new sis-in-law.
&&SYILAA.
UVE GOTTA BE STRONG.
text me to fill me in ya. ily.

my day has been gg on well today..
had enterprise ut&&it sucks haha. i think i did badly.
will be having training later on.
that's it. short entry. i know. haha.
take care people.
live to laugh. not hate.

Instruction : Remove 1 question from above && add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 10 people in your list && list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is my full name?*
Nurul Asyikin Kassim.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?*
Mauritius please!


3.What's your favourite thing(s) to do?*
Sleep.

4. Do you think that money can buy happiness?*
you want the truth or the lie? if lie, yes. haha.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?*
to become a miilionare. hey, look, it is not that im money-minded okayy! just that i wont have to worry about money and can focus on other goals. or rather, shop till i drop! hehs.

6. How do you know if your feeling's change?*
when that person makes a joke but i dont reply/no response to it. when i no longer have any interests to talk to him/her, much less go out tgt.

7. Do you encourage girls to admit their love to the guys?*
both has it pros/cons. so i would say, no comment.

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?*
doing anything until i wont complain of boredom.

9.List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.*
She's sweet, nice to talk to, friendly. boleh tk ira?? haha.

10. What makes you happy?*
shopping! kaisahinarah and chocolates.

11. What type of person do you hate most?*
top three: hypocrites! liars! backstabbers!

12. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?*
building up on my career, and still single.

13. If you do not have a boyfriend/girlfriend,do you feel like having one now?*
no.

14. Who is the most important person in your life?*
my family&&friends.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?*
my family. friends come&&go dont they?its hard to find the best. you'll never know he/she may hurt you. but i have lotsa close friends whom i love lots!

16. If you have a chance to change your life,what would you want to change?*
my financial status. huahua.

17. If you are given a chance to re-live your life,would you live it the way you are living now?* yes. most of it.

18.Are you courageous to tell a person that you like him/her?*
usually it would be a wishful thinking on my part. so, no.

19. Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?*
both plays an important role. if i be with him b/c of sympathy then my mind wont be into the relationship. thats why i chose to stay single. yeah.

20. What would you consider about when you stead with a guy/girl??*
everything about him. be it his strengths/weaknesses.

ive been tagged by ira to do this. its okay hunnybuns. stress reliever you know! programming sucks today. as usual. had to forget about gg home early as my gums felt sore. its swollen fgs! i cant even swallow my saliva properly, it hurts so bad that i can barely speak. pray for me so that it'll be over soon. &&training tmr. sigh. how am i suppose to go with my condition like this? i know my tooth or gum or whatever has got nothing to do with the training as mostly it involves the legs&&hands only but. urgh nvm. its painful goddamnit!