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sunday, 25th may 2008
sunday was funn! we ended up camwhoring.. haha. how cool is that. btw pictures are not with me.. altho i brought camera. it all happened in a blink of an eye(i noe. im exaggaratin abit. cmon la. give me sum face ok! haha) promised to meet at 8pm. but we wiated for one aft another&&it was 8.30 when the kast man arrived. thnx ehh hanif! huhu. went to skool.. took bus.. when we cud walk.. but aishah was abit worried that asri will be waiting. &&guess wad, asri haven reached also! omg la. inilah dikatekn janji melayu! anws. had fun. aft that i met mom, sis&&broinlaw ard msl area but we met halfway. i skipped brunch since they had eaten. so dragged my only meal for the day until dinner. had dinner at teckwhye. ordered my usual mee/beehoon goreng. had beehoon yest tho.

monday, 26th may 2008
monday blues. did enterprise today. surely another C. i didnt talk much laa. sigh. badly wanted today to end fast. had javanese workshop. i was not in the best of mood laa nowadays. tell me about it. (roll eyes!) tmr will be having ut. &&dun have 6p for the last topic. wtf. wtf. anws. am really tired now. thank goodness broinlaw fetched me. thanks. much appreciated.

warm wishes everyone! what can i say.. its weekend bebe! superr excited. cant wait for sunday. btw asri text me justnow to inform that there's no dryrun tmr. shucks. what am i to do seii. if sunday cockup.. walaoo. hopefully not. so i can prove you wrong sotong! bluek! guess wad, i got C for yest. pffffft. its ok. i used to get that grades before anw. huhu. so justnow did cognitive. its abt proof. we were quite restless. instead of werking on worksheet que during breakout1, they started playing cards. coolness! haha. probably because everyone was very enthu because its friday. duhh. aft skool persuade sis to meet me in town. text fyda. it was her mum's bdae.. so ofcourse they having some celebrations gg on. i understand. syilaa.. i knew she's busy with trng today.. same goes for shida. long tyme nvr see you bbgals! anw. text me when ure free. sis didnt want to initially because she's not feeling well.. bad sorethroat which made her lost her voice! good. then the whole hse wont have to hear you scream at your bbgals. haha. a lesson learnt ehk! chill ah biler ajar bdk2 tuu! especially kaisah. reminds me when i was still a kid. &&you taught me math. omg. haha. it was like ten years ago. hahaha. thats one of the reasons why we got so close. till now. okayy yarh so.. she gave in.. &&we met in town! she was fr werk then. idk. these few days has been hectic for me.. it racks my mind so hard that i need a timeout. one of the ways i do is to splurge! &&yes. i bought four mng basics! the barcelona edition. same design, different colour. huhu. i noe. you must be thinking how crazee i m. haha. initially it was two. and then idk. it aint dat bad.. it doesnt cost over hundred dollars. i didnt overspend.. i think. haha. its like since skool started lorr i didnt go to town. to walk or to shop. sis bought three. two fr mng&&one fr dorothy perkins. &&yaa.. we bought the same baju, same colour.. haha. coincidentally laa. we shall go again kay. soon. huhu. love you. &&get well soon. xoxo.

dearest shida.. gdluck for gentarasa.. i noe how hard u've been wanting this.. go for it bebe! u know u have my support! much love.

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hell yeah! today was one of the best day in skool. because its culture. duh. did on ballet. coolness! haha. okayy2. wakeup as usual.. ard 0700.. but got out of bed ard 0715. huhu. basically is because i cudnt sleep the night before. eleh slalu pun bgn tym tu jgk. tk pna pkul tujuh genap. haha. but i didnt watch soccer match tho. manu vs chelsea. i noe. manu won. i noe. haha. to dearest sotong, watch soccer than cannot come to skool. wth. what a shame! my classmate who watched soccer still can make it for class okayy! lazzy piggy! bluek! aper lg aku nk update. actually, there's nothing much for me to update. but i noe somehow someone out derre is waiting for me to post an entry. my sentiments say so. anws, aft skool, met family, excluding dad because he's working, at cwp. we fnished aft 1630hrs lorr. shucks. since we're the first grp to present, my grp start as early as possible lorr but still. aiyoo. otw to cwp, met bangbu. so walked with him. talked about the old days.. woodlands sec sch.. mr choh(my byf, his favourite tcher).. mp! haha. speaking of which, i haven go back to collect my cert. ohwell. so ya.. dats basically about it. &&asri smsed and forced us to go for the javanese workshop on monday. and there's a fee required. and the next day we'll be having ut. walaoo.

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Q:"what does a guy wants fr a girl?"
A:"well he needs sincerity,love care concern and dislikes high expectations. and he wants to the girl to be simple."
Q:"is cheating an innocent girl's heart one of their hobbies?"
A:"u cant say cheating.. ok its all about genres and maturity.. difference between guys and girls. for guys our mind are still immature to think abt serious r/ship..we need to explore need to noe more girls. in our eyes there is no one girl unless we're really in love with person. as for girls, their minds are way matured. they thought they found the right person but actually did not. and also like example i believe if you're heartbroken over someone and if you share ur sympathy to another guy friend. im sure he'll like ' dont worry, there are other good guys out there.' try changing the 'good guys' to good girls. thats how guys think. unlike girls. they will go for one.
i believe the guy wont feel really heartbroken over someone because he knows somehow somewhat,he'll get another. thats why guys are not easily heartbroken. as far as we all concern, we can't blame guys neither girls for that. "

these words really made me feel better. it really made me like get out fr hell. its a torture la being depressed, well. this doesnt only appplies to me but its something that u guys can ponder over. && tell me again yy i need a guy to make it happen? haha.

Labels: a better me.

Labels: a new beginning.

i seriously am getting back my C. urgh!!!

finally.. today im free!!! free to enter a post. haha. no uts until next wednesday.. no tarian until next mondays. which means no revision needed&&no late nights spend in skool. im tired to death but i enjoyed every bits of the whole process. superr power laa! haha. can you imagine they laughed at us instead of scolding us for the silly mistakes done? omg. lol. had ut justnow. it was badd.. programming.. u expect me.. a comp idiot to noe abt programming stuffs? haha. then had cognitive. ahh. stress. && im eatin twice now. for today. probably bc im getting back my Cs.. okay.. for lastweek cognitive. but viola wasnt ard. it was another lady. she gave me a C. okay fine whatever, i hope i dun see ur face again. &&it seems like i'll be gettin another C today. okay look.. i was too distract && tired aft duin ut altho its only half an hr. && she immediately start the lesson. wth. then derre was reshuffle of the grp. i was also distracted by the new grp therefore i wasnt paying much attention to it. then there comes meeting2. guess wad we did it differently today. we got into grps based on which que we we're assigned. &&just my luck to be in the same grp with ppl who cn really talk. im not badmouthing them or what okayy. its just dat i felt kinda small. then in meeting3, i did not elaborate. bc the slides dat i get was super little to elaborate on && super straight to the point. urgh. wth. i dunoe who to blame. myself or the person who assigned the slides. &&in addition, i'll be in the same group as him tmr. this guy does his work. i noe. but idk man. am i jumping into conclusions or isit for real dat he's bein unfair. nemmine. we'll c how tmr goes. anw, nuff sed abt academic stuffs. hm. tmr i'll be having a welcome tea with the mcgs.. which.. lemme see.. is made up of mlydance(repfus3dharma), dikir barat(dk), pentas karyawan(pk)&& ahh.. silat. ok, for the last want i cheated.. i cudnt remember. hehe. so it'll be fr 1700hrs till 2000hrs. mom, i'll be home late! again? haha. lotsa luv.

ok. let me summarise this. its gonna be end of breakout soon! btw, today is tue, had ut test for sci. its fill in the blanks. honestly, i did it anyhow. like duh. haha. okok. yest had mlydance training.. it was fun.. but also stress laa.. there's no mirrors for me to look onto.. like idk my mistakes && everything.. instead ppl looked at mine && they laughed.. soo funny laa! oh my! lol. sungguh memalukan! tkper syikin.. nk bljr mesti tkble malu. patience is the key. haha. altho we fnish ard 2000hrs, i reached hum nearly 2130hrs. was soo fucked up while waiting for d bus. nearly an hr lorr! damnit! my legs was begging for me to let it rest while myself was struggling for wind. it was superr hot! by the time i reached hum, i was super tired.. i slept early. ok so today aft duin ut i opened my email && guess wad, im selected to join hari ribot!! yeyy! ts on the 25th. so ppl, count. will be having another ut on thu. on programming. && tmr i'll be having intense trng for hari ribot.. urgh man.. nvm.. i'll try to cope.. as long as i am determined && have interest in it. insyallah.

ps:syilaa.. u see how busy i am at the start of each week bbgal.. so.. if u wanna meet up its like only nearing to the end.. thu onwards. okayy. love ya.

its monday. && im in skool. kaving first breakout. the reason for not updating during the weekends was because i was lazee. ok no. im not. i was u can say bussy.. sat was spent whole day in my mind was purely moms day. what to get, where, this and that. was superr last min lorr. i had no one in mind who's knows best about moms except for sis, or the exception that she's married with twoo kids. haha. kay fine. im badd. fer askin a mother to help me get present for another mother who is our mother. waited for her to cum with inarah, my 32 months old niece.. she's superr cute okayy!! yarh.. && soon we made our way to cwp.. oh my, this is wad u called superr last min. went ard.. with no idea wad to get.. our minds were like, oh, shall we get for her this or that? what does she need? by then our brain was like a mindmap. finally, we got her a watch && baju. it was like still early.. ard 4 so we decided to drop by mac to have a drink.. so we went to the one at civic.. because the one at cwp was superr chaotic.. u noe, saturdays.. not long aft dat we had to go hum.. because we r goin out for dinner cum moms day sort of like dinner since dad is ard because he'll be werkin on sunday. initially we wanted to go to newton.. but since broinlaw is goin to return his TORN tshirt which he bought the day before at queensway.. we had dinner nearby. then off we went hum.. its kinda boring. i noe. but dats how my family celebrates almost every occasion. being simple such as having dinner actually bond us in a way. looking at the kids && watch them grow up, example inarah used to sit in bbychair but now she's not! well dats an achievement. aft dat went to tehtarek. &&my sis was bussy askin me where to get cake. && we went panicky fer a moment. haha. okay fine, sice it was terribly lastmin, we went to get at a nearby shop && its super freakin cost much morre than polar, prima or even bengawan. a small cake costs 25bucks?? && its urgh nvm. forget it. so waited for cikana to come home && invited nenek to be with us for the mini cut cake session. the night was spent taking photographs. i love you mom!

on sunday.. was gettin ready to send the kids to deir class when cikana called && asked me to join her at the shop. wtf. its moms day u noe. all i want was to be mom's side. haha. how sweet! bluek! relentlessly i gave in && eventually took mrt to jurongeast && hail a cab behind popular bookstore if you guys noe where since its sunday && derre's no shuttle bus. noticed i didnt add in the free in front... because you need to pay 20cents to hitch a ride. okay. lame. haha. reach derre nearly two with an empty stomach. got cikana to make maggi goreng. the best part is, i can get her to alter if it doesnt suits my taste. coolness! soon aft, she made char kway teow.. the black2 one. initially it was for herself but she forced me to join her as well. ok fine. i did. sowhat. so much for wanting to be slim aft the hell escape fr zara. like i really ate alot derre lorr. now back to the topic, spent my time derre. then we went off ard 2100hrs.. 2115 to be exact. oh, then we dropped by popular && finally made our way hum. in a cab laa.. duh!! so u noe.. was tired so i din do anything much.. catchup times with d kids.. && ate a few bites. idk whether i was too tired or sleepy because i slept ard 4am the day before. lights off at nearly twelve. watch soccer. i mean had to since broinlaw&&cikroy are watchin. when its soccer, dere r no negotiations okayy. haha.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY MOM!!!
&& KAKAK!!!
&& OKAY, FINE, TO ALL THE MOMS!!!
WITH LOVE.

hey y'all.. in skool now.. just fnished class.. did my 3 must-dos.. which is rj, quiz&&evaluation. waiting for iqah now b/c we'll be goin to watch the dancers practice for hari ribot.. yeah.. idk yy its called hari ribot.. for awhile. so while waitin for iqah.. tot i might as well make an early entry todae.. hehe. having backaches now.. probably due to the warmup yest. its always lyke dat durin the start. todays topic sucked. its about truth. it may seemed easy but hear to dis, 'examine the implications of the idea that “the truth is out there”. ??? hahaha. it was the start of the new module for cognitive. sigh. gotta be harder. gee. so did ut justnow. dhivyah&&i cud hv reached earlier lo! but due to some miscommunication we arrived abt 5mins before ut starts. kanchiong bebb! haha. wads more, my laptop cudnt start. holy @#$%&! i didnt do the first que.. which worth 5marks. toopid dumbdumb! but i was lost for a moment. sigh. anw. its over. &&its worse than cognitive ut. urgh! ohgod. nextweek will be having sci&&math.. 13th&&14th conservatively. did i use the right term? or isit subsequently? ohwell. im gonna suffer lo nextweek! its gonna be hell for me. hmm soo this weekend is mom's day.. got no plans yet! i need to get sumthin for mom&&sis! kak..! u nk aper?? i give u cheesecake laa.. can?? lol.

ive decided to edit this page since the rest were goin off. sheesh. &&had another miscommunication with iqah. i tried gettin thru her but cudnt reached her though. anyhow, we managed to find each other. hahas. okay so we hurriedly went to trcc&&headed to dance studio1 but saw none of them. instead there were indian dance. went to dancestudio2 but it was occupied with social dance. so no choice. we made our way home. soo yeah.. dats about it.. && yesyes, before i forget again since the last entry, i changed my skin.. idk yy im soo into nature now.. was torn between a few skins.. one of it was very green.. i like it b/c i find it quite strong but somehow thought dat it was abit too strong. wth. ok so i chose this instead.. too simple i noe. i somehow find it in me.. the effects are calm.. && i too feel calm while goin thru it. haha. okayy. different ppl different perspectives allright. && yes, was superr high aft eatin cheesecake fr starbucks! thnx kak! u knows me best!

fyda called me! justnow! when im in class. okay. we end 10mins later. && my phone was on silent mode. shucks. okay so ard abt 1830hrs.. dats when the morning shift fnished werk.. haha. see how i miss zara! she called me again. i was like totally excited lorr!

kin: HELLO??
fyda: syikin!!
kin: ui! kau kal aku ker tdy??
fyda: aah laa! bknnyer die angkat..
kin:alaa.. sorry laa.. aku blum abes class arh.. yy??
fyda:kau ktne?
kin:otw to tehtarek..
fyda:dgn?
kin:duh.. spe lg.. mak.. bdk2.. abg.. tgu kakak balek kje. asl?
fyda:ouh tkde igtkn nk jumpe..
kin:oh yekerr?? (excited glerr!) bler??
fyda:skg? but since kau kt luar, tkpela.. tkya rush.. ksian kauu..
kin:ok lorr..(sedih)

the conversation was much longer tho. anw, we'll meet sum other time k gal? miss you loads!!

yes ahh! atlast.. aft not dancing for omg, a yr.. since last april(syf) i finally did it! today! okayokay.. i joined mcg(malay cultural group) as my one&&only ig. && aft weeks of waiting with patience, they finally emailed us && asked us to come down for training which is today.. ard 1730hrs until supposingly 2030hrs but we end ard nearly 2100hrs. it was superr fun! superr tiring! oklaa. its a good warmup for me since ive not been dancing a yr. i went with iqah.. luckily got her. if not i think well idk.. dun go.. haha! firstly we did a quick introduction abt ourselves.. we're suppose to write our name, age, which yr we're in cuz they recruit those in yr2s as well. && one word/phrase to describe ourselve.. like when they read fr the note they'll be able to tell who is who. it was so damn funny cuz iqah got my note&&i got hers. haha. did some warmup, i gotta tell you dis, my body is not as flexi as a yr ago. hahaa. see wad zara has done to me aft commiting abt 5months to them. haha. okayokay. i shall not blame zara. thenthen, we did basics of zapin! my favourite! haha. i guess dat was for today.. yest.. was soo glad dat ut for cognitive was over. it was.. ehh-ouhkayy but i spent too much time&&wrote soo long for a 2mark que.. && din had enuf time to fnish the last qn. hmm. its okayy. yest did culture.. since we are starting on new module for culture.. so we had a change in our groups.. soo sad! as of yest. the topic was wad ehh.. oh gawd.. my memory is so poor.. yesyes, "the gate". its abt a historical gate in korea, which was burnt down 3months ago due to a man, he's not satisfied with the amount dat the developers gave him for selling the land where the gate is. &&the govt is spending millions of dollars to rebuild the gate. toopid.. might as well donate it to the poor. && the pb(problem statement) for the day was "why we put somuch emphasis on old things?". yeah so dats about it.today did programming.. it was soo much better than the last module. we did visualbasics. must create the program. urgh. so tedious. dis tyme(atleast for today) we just need to play ard, besides understanding how it works laa. trust me. it was soo much better. sigh. tmr will be having ut for enterprise. wish me luck!

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monday blues. urgh. idk why but todae my mood sux big time. for no reason. maybe bc its science. but he's not boring laa. i just dunoe why. oh, maybe bc tmr's ut? n i didnt realiseduntil this morning when i reached skool and checked the schedule. i tot the first one wud be on thu, 8th of may. ohwell. whatever laa kay. i dun give a damn. okay. i do. but. urgh nvm. i'd like tmr to be over soon. anw ut wud be the first thing in d morning. a few more hrs to go. i did do some readup in skool justnow. but just read. u get wad i mean. i shall readup summore ok aft dis. then im done with it. yes. idk why laa im super lazzy today. hate myself for being who i m today. only today. syikin, pls la, wakeup ur idea!!

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guys! hope you all r duin fine && had a great weekend. back to skool/werk huh tmr. haha. okay so, my sat i spent at cikana's cafeteria.. cafeteria kepe.. kaye nah mkck aku.. haha. ok, at her so called "shop" larh okayy.. wokeup superr early.. at five plusplus. i set alarm clock at 5 laa.. budden cant getup.. until mum had to wake me when its nearly half to 0530. early ryte?? && i slept ard two plusplus. i only had three hrs of sleep?? wth. anw, got ready && wait for cikroy to pick me up. then off we went in a cab. as soon as we arrived, i arranged the kuehs in the aluminium tray.. as well as mum's nasi lemak pkt. hehe. the crowd was hmm.. okay larh.. i hate to sae dis but i made afew mistakes.. when returning back the money. urgh. my brain is not werking. omg. i swear im not gonna b cashier anm. haha. unless no choice. left derre ard nine.. aft tidying up d place. was dead beat. ohh.

today as usual.. sent d kids to deir weekend class ard noon. had brunch at alameen. mum went for foot reflexology bc she has been complaining for idk like every night while sis, broinlaw && me went to ntuc. for 45mins! haha. bought afew stuffs la. compulsory r my mum's 2L coke && her pkts of rice.. for her daily nasi lemak. haha. then pick d kids up and went to tehtarek. it was super hot! omg. went home && watch ahlong pte ltd. ratings: 4 1/2 out of 5. power laa! i mean for a singapore movie. better than any other horror movies la. urgh. like so merepek. its funny.. its abt loansharks of course.. just like wad d title saes. wanna noe morre go && watch kay??..

syilaa. wanna tag along too to jb.. can ornot? haha. i miss you woman.

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hey! its a fri nyte.. was super lazee to get out of bedd in d morning.. the thot of going to skool was a dread. anw. did enterprise skills today. it was about writing a resume, going for an interview etc. it was fun.. when a grp did role play. it was super hilarious lorr! i realised i din hv a gd larff for sucha long tyme.. xcept for my nieces sweetsins.. haha. as tyme goes by, i realised dat im falling in love.. with.. with.. W15Q! haha. funny? hehs. sorry guys cant join u tmr. my gfs&&bfs will be heading down to sentosa tmr. class bonding la katakan! lol. anw went to cikana's place at ibp. since mum, dad&&d kiddss werre derre. mum was helpin her out as her helpers went MIA. haha. poor aunt. she had to manage all morning especially during lunchtyme alone! mum cud only makeit aft 2pm.. when d kiddss got back fr skool. i went derre. the ferst thing i did was to eat. hey, im not greedy or whatever okayy. i din eat the whole day lorr. waited for sis&&broinlaw. when they came, they stayed awhile and off they went home. yes, all of em. left me and cikana. accompanied her till close shop. meanwhile waiting for her hubby to fetch us. ofcourse, without fail, went to tehtarek. andyes, being d nice sweet lil rascal, i'll be going over tmr to help her out. peace! will update soon i guess. hehe.

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ppl! its may day! no skool! yeyy! ok so.. its been a while since i update this blog.. din go out today.. wakeup ard noon.. haha.. no skool mah.. if not need to wakeup at seven plus everyday.. i noe. early ryte. bc im trying my best not to be late. haha. mama cooked sweet&&sour fish .. ikan kerapu org putih panggil aper ehh. haha. idk where i shud start. had culture on monday.. did abt "the gd life".. i enjoyed culture actually.. quite relax. tuesday did cognitive. hate it. as usual. ms viola din cum. heard she left for hongkong. if im not wrong. had a relief faccy.. its a guy. idk d name. hehs. yesyes. i almost forgot abt dis. its apr 29. happy birthday azuin!!

yest did programming. as usual. it sucked. it ended at five lorr! like wth. just gotta bear with it. urgh. its been a long tyme since i last went to town. or even anywhere.. to shop. any new items at topshop? f21? mango? i love mng basics. was thinking of gettin a parttime job.. but not zara. i mean i'd love to.. but.. nvm. i'll skip that. its alr may.. sofast. ouh, there'll be UT starting from nextweek onwards. tmr will be having enterprise. dunoe whats its gonna be. just hope it wont end late. thats the most dreadful part. i realise something. up till now, i dun seem to rmbr my faccys names. hehe!

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