its finally weekend bebe! idk whyy i get extremely excited when weekends are approaching. didnt have a proper update eversince.. lets see.. monday. ya monday. hehe. on tue. wentback to WOODLANDS SECONDARY SCHOOL to collect both my cert&testi. its been ages since i last went there. nama jerr tinggal woodlands. teruk lah aku nie. anw, aft skool met abu, shan&nash at w1. then we met our way to woodlands mrt to meet the others like hm, poo, shahril, shunli, ayu&raudhah. hasiff was gg to be late therefore he asked us to go wout him. aft settling the admin stuffs, hang ard the parade sq, took pictures. ehh macam tuu skolah kita punya gtu. its nearly six and we're still there. haha. waited for friends who were still having classes. somehow met wan, kaka, sangari, roy, kasyful. yup. someone saw us but he/she didnt want to approach us. idk whyy. he/she sounded so missing me but just went off with a smile. its okayy bebe. i dun take it to heart over minor things aight. although hati ini rasa sedikit terguris. berdiam tak bermakna mengalah. i just dont wanna make things worst. ok so waited for mrchoh. abu was trying to get him on the phone but he rejected his calls. hahaha. too bad abu! bleahs. and they were like, "ehh kin, lend us your phone laa. mrchoh definitely will answer your call." i was like yeah right. korang pk aku nie aperr. haha. but i didnt give uhh(siapa nk g lyn siakk) and replied, "ehh ofcourse laa. he'll surely answer my call want lo!" haha. confident! but deep down i really want to see him. idk. he was there for me during my crucial moment in life. the handshake before i set for maths papers some sort of calms me down, knowing that he has confidence in me. &&he was the one who passed me my results slips&&he moved me to tears when he said, "honestly, im proud of your results. yours is one of the best in class. well done." && automatically i cried. i didnt even think that i could make it through. he was the one. he was the one who sat down and talked to me. he was the one who gave me encouragement when there's no one else besides my loved ones. he was the one who picked me up when i fall. oh no he didnt. he didnt even let me fall. he reached out for me and assured that i wont touch the ground when im almost there. mrchoh, if you happen to read this, i wanna thankyou for what you've done for me. i really appreciated it. thankyou so much for believing in me. you've showed me that nothing is impossible. THANKYOU. ok next. wednesday. yucks. programming. back to vb. i think on wednesday i went home straight. yeah. on thu. met alot of ppl. in the morning saw afiq, danial, abu and sister. aft sch met nash with clans while waiting for isa&hanif. sayang gfs cannot makeit. then saw syafiq. ramai org aku jumpa dlm satu hari. training was not as badd as lastweek. cikgu was here. omfg. haha. initially hanif&&ii wanna cabot alr. he got soo many different kinds of activities lo! then learned the zapin steps for fiestari. but most of us are not participating uhh.. except for the seniors. today did cog. it went fine though. except that as promised, supposed to meet azuin to get something from the canteen but we both were busy with our ppts. sorry bebe! sis proposed a date with me to town. and ofcourse, i agreed. haha. walked with eugene to the mrt since he's also meeting his friends somewhere ard town. when i reached orchard, the crowd was like total craziness okayy! haha. its so hard to make my way to wisma. ok, maybe im exaggerating abit. hehs. waited for sis at wisma. we then went to dorothyperkins. wanted to buy tops but at the same time also wanted to pay a visit to zara since its the second day of sale! went to the one at ngeeann city. the place was upside down. haha. they sure make money. i can see people queue-ing from one end to another. only for fitting room. reminds me of zara liat towers. haha. thereafter we went to mango. i like a few of the tops.. ok, to be exact its four. if i buy, it'll be like hm 70 - 80 dollars? woohoo! but i only bought one which is most worth the money uh. hm. its 35&aft % it cost 17. others cost more than 20. went ard looking for a bag. i wanna a black bag. but none really matches to what im looking for. i want a bag which is big, spacious, so that i can dump anything/everything inside. haha. but i fall inlove with a bag at 77th st. it looks like topshop's BUT it doesnt come in black. super dissappointed seyy! time showed half past nine. and we're still wandering ard in town. wanted to goback to wisma but our legs begged us not to. wanted to get a cab but called a cab instead. hehe. you know lah whyy. the taxi driver talked alot. i left sis alone to entertain him while i turn my volume to the max. hehs. met mom, dad and kidss at tehtarek. broinlaw joined us later. tmr. sis will be gg for stocktake at robinson rd. idk wth is that. if there's somewhere to shop i'll follow. fleamarket maybe? ifnot, nvm thanks.. hehe. parents bringing the kidss for another swimming session. urgh. kena ikut lah nie. seems like it. huhu. kla. wanna eat supper. hey look, i seldom take supper okayy! situations like now which cant be avoided because mom cooked and i haven eat since were out the whole evening. ayam lemak you know! haha. k calo.

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ok. im currently waiting for this school survey thingy. the dateline is tmr. omg! haha. you see. im super lastmin lady. yes i am. tests, outings and whatnots. lastmin! and this leo system is giving me problem fgs! so here it goes. on fri. went home with nash and i was bearing with the cramps and whatnots. shits! then mom called and told me that there was no food. abit disappointed la. but nemmine.. i cudnt care less b/c i noe even if i eat, it doesnt make any difference cos my tastebuds wont lemme. we had dinner at tehtarek jurongwest. the new one. went to try out. and the seafood there is thumbsup!! good2. mm. then went home. went online. did my usual crap. chats, chats and more chats. while listening to songs. slept at 4am. then on sat, went to sentosa. wanted to take the luge&&skyride but the carpark at imbiah was full. we had to park the car at dolphin lagoon@pahlawan beach. it was super crowded. there was a family day for idk which company. haha. my dad entertained the kids by the beach. but i dun think inarah enjoyed it as much as kaisah did since she was idk scared or geli with the sand. haha. funny lah you. and then it was almost evening so we left sentosa for dinner. i slept in the car b/c was still feeling unwell. i wokeup to find myself at boonlay. jurong point laa. haha. brought the kids to toy'r'us and dinner was at banquet. then we headed home. oh no. tehtarek for drinks then home. on sunday. as usual. send the kids for their weekend classes then we went to msl/wdl lama, near to wdl checkpt for brunch since mom wanted to buy things at shengshiong. the one near to my place was like of no use. most of the things that we would usually buy is not available. wth. sometimes irritated juga. tapi apakan daya. chey. mp la aku nie. hehe. went home and accompanied kakak to do her work but i slept while waiting. tk guna betul. didnt went online. tk larat seyy. hm. thats all lor. and today, school. the weekedns went by sofast i thought. well maybe because i wasnt feeling well&&all im looking forward to is rest, rest and more rest! today feeling much better. with the cramps gone. wonder how's the rest. im lucky mine's over. but not the flu&&sorethroat. drats!

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decided to edit this entry since there are things which i wanted to add-on on. so people.. its friday! yey! finally! ive been waiting for weekends. u can see how excited i am when it comes to end of the weekdays. macam banyak gtu to talk about. i wanna satrt with telling you how much weight ive gained for yest. i had my meal ard 9.30pm, &&before gg to sleep i went out of the room, (ingatnya nk keluarkann air botol dlm fridge utk dibawa ke sekolah bsk) then suddenly ayah sed there's horfun in the kitchen. apa lagi. perangai aku mcm tk pernah nmpk rupa horfun tu mcm mne. but hey, its not as badd as you imagine it to be ok. i did ask dad whether he&mum have eaten ornot b/c mum didnt cook. only fried rice. sigh. macam mana aku nk lose weight. when i eat, i reallly eat. &&when i dont, i dont. nodoubt lah that i usually eat a proper meal once a day which is at 6 in the evening. hm. anw im in skool. having breakout two. which is from 12 - 2.30pm. having mild flu&&sorethroat at this current moment. sometimes i just hate myself. for being sucha bitch. i mean my attitude sucks when im tired, stress, sick. when i say negative responses which arent pleasant to the ears, i felt badd shortly aft. sigh. i apologised for being so mean. nonetheless, despite my moodswing, i smiled from ear to ear when i saw syilaa this morning. im otw to skool while she's otw to work. im so missing her! eventhough we r not with the person as in right infront of him/her to show our presence, but just by listening via chats or messages actually brought us closer. &&u somehow sense how much u missed her aft not meeting for months&&suddenly she just popped out of nowhere when ure feeling down, &&upon seeing her enlightened your day. k. enuf sed. now im gg to talk about yest trng. eventhough cikgu rahman wasnt derre, i can feel the pressure&&tension given by the seniors. the moves was alright except that we had to do it with the proper technique. with bending&&stuffs. &&when i say bend, i really mean BEND ok! they also warned us that we'll be expecting cramps that will lasts for about three days? &&im slowly feelin' it now. heard from kakak mama&&ayah bringing the two girls out for a swim. ayah pampers them alot. haha. too badd my time's over. hehs. urgh! im feelin sick ryte now. the mild flu&&sorethroat is killing me and herre comes the leg cramps&&im startin to feel my body temp higher than usual. today dg cognitive. its about interaction. okla. will be doing skid, pictation orwhat its called&one slide on our conclusion which is answering to the problem statement la. i hope end early. i was bloghopping&&this sentence really made me thought it over. kawan. kawan ketawa ramai tapi kawan menangis susah hendak dicari. sometimes im so glad im surrounded by wonderful people who's willing to help me getby thruout my life. be there for me thruout my ups&&downs. listening to my shits. &&to those who are still hanging on, thanks alot. i appreciate ur presence altho it cannot be felt. am i talking sense?? haha. &&yess, im gg out tmr. to where? wait for the next entry!! much love. ps syilaa, aku tau kau tau. shh. diam. jgn blg org mne aku pg bsk k! haha.

its eleven plus pm now&&i shud be gg to bed anytime soon. cos derre'll b ut tmr! programming ut2! &&i sucked in programming. totally. i cant wait for weekends! my last two days was badd. i got no mood for skool. imagine i had to drag myself to get out from bedd every morning. dat bad okayy! yest did sci. on curious glow. &&we had a change in group. my new group members are : nemmine. if i say pun you all dunoe. haha. ask me personally la if u really interested to noe. im glad to answer any of ur ques. mp! haha. went home with azuin. satyed back to do rj with her. its so funny when we're in the same block but never met by accident. she's in level4 and im in level5. the day before had enterprise. it was superr tough okayy. i mean not so la. aku nie, sume tough. apa pada aku yg senang pun tdk tahu. haha. need to use excel. which i dun like! but it benefits ah.. in sucha way dat it saves time calculating interests. went home with afiq. as for today. did programming. yeah i noe. tmr ut and today im duin it. sien. but ut will be testing on problem 1-8. while i did p9 justnow. on whales. on probabbilty also. &&had a change in groups as well. im superr lucky because i have two strong guys who can be said are good in programming. i must say i enjoyed today simply because. haha. we hit jackpot! like no we didnt do our slides all by ourselves uh.. by with the help of 6p! haha. fyi, 6p is actually the modal presentation. daniel got it from a friend so he distributed it to the other groups. wadds more he's not even in my group! haha. saja jer. i so love my class. so jiwa! i noe. i ought to feel badd about it. &&i noe its wrong but. who cares. my class&&ii dont. as much do others i guess. haha. tell me again the reason whyy we're in poly. ok. whatever. anw. thats about it. will be having a long day tmr. ut. class. &&dance training. we missed last thu because cikgu wasnt feeling well. &&guess whatt. its fri the day aft tmr! yes ahh.. hehe.

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We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Boy/girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)

I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)

Boy/girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)

Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)

Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)

No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)

Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

You and I will always be

No way your never gonna shake me

No way your never gonna shake me

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was supposed to have malaydance training today but was cancelled at the very last minute just as i put down the phone with someone who spoilt my day. just when i was about to start my day fresh after reading a msg fr syilaa. np dear. thats the least thing i cud have done. anw, believe in yourself. anh. guess who's that someone. his name is sapar. nama! very the kampong! sorryla. but i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. ure sucha sickenning old man! okay. it started like this. im supposed to go down town to do an exchange for my sister. at mng. syilaa.. rings the bell? haha. ohkayohkay. there was a tiny default to the merchandise&&this idiot kept on insisting that it's as if my sister were the one who cause it to happen. just look at the way he phrased it laa. okay, atfirst they kept on passing the phone&&made me wait. im kind enuf to put that aside. but this old man, he asked me, "now can you tell me how did it get torn?" i was like wth. its not as if its my fault or my sister's. in the first place, how can you ask a customer that que? so impolite. omg. mng sumore. fgs. &&i called twice. &&he asked me the same que twice. he was like also telling me that he's unable to make an exchange since he has to look at the merchandise. whether it's their fault or.. human's fault. i was like omg la. i see no point in telling him my sister hasnt even try it on or wear it even once since the tag is still intag. although im aware that it exceeds the period of exchange&&refund. i mean, would you wear something which is torn&&its not your fault? i dun wanna mention how much it cost. &&he was like only telling me that. then i asked him, so, if its possible to make an exchange, would you still have the item then? imagine a cust having to ask him that. &&he asked me for the ref no etc. &&guess what. he sed he dun have the item. i was like. then how? &&he still could ask me back how? omg. my patience's running thin alr. he sed maybe you can change to another item. then i asked him ok about other outlets? he sed no. he insisted that i come down&&show him the item. cmon la. whyy no to other outlets. exchange to another item.. what if what i wanna change doesnt or exceeds the amount. stupid ryte. so. i called my sister and meet her up aft she finished work. then we went to mng wisma. idk whyy but i approached a malay guyy, with a smile on my face. &&i regretted smiling. idk whyy the heck i smiled for. toopid dumbdumb! my sentiments tell me that its him. &&im right. i always believe my sentiments if i have a strong feeling about something. &&i had to take it out and showed him. he showed resentment. mcm nak tknk layan. ala mcm aku kesah gtuu. &&without saying anything, he called other outlets. so what is he trying to tell me. its not our fault la. but mng's. &&he made us wait for solong. &&got someone else to attend to us. what kind of atiitude is that ehh. &&in the cashier counter, right infront of many ther customers, he suka2 spoke malay to his other colleagues. wth. so unprofessional! dlm hati aku da berkata2, gila kerr dek nie. &&this made me wanna lodge a complaint against him. i overheard him saying, "nie ade ssh dtg punyer cust." who is he referring to seyy. that is so damn rude laa. &&as if i dun understand. &&it is seriously unprofessional! hmph!

dats how most of my day feels like. fuckedup. urgh. anws. went to watch kungfu panda with sotong! hehe. i would have given it a perfect ten but due to its unlogical side that someone who got no experience in kungfu actually stands out compared to the others. well, maybe because he had it within him. probably? yeah. anh. the show was hilarious. i would reckon the whole family to watch it tgt. &&went to get father's day gifts for abghassan&&ayah. got zara's polo-tee for both. its superr cheap lorr. maksud i worth it. markdown item. from 59.90 - 34.90. ok kann??

hello peepol.. today wokeup at 5pm.. haha. basically did nuts.. okla2, it aint that bad.. actually i wokeup at 12.. and contd sleeping.. then wokeup again at four.. tot wanted to just lay on my bed until 5 then my mommy was like, "hai, its alr five, tknk bgn ker??" haha. burok ehh anak dare nie satu. ohwell. skali skale jerr.. tkperr lah kn.. basically now im copying the photos fr the camera to my lappy.. was thinking if i should open multiply account. hmm. so yest.. had trng.. mlydance.. rabak kann.. sunday baru balek sehh.. but still have to make it since i missed thu lesson.. it was my first time meeting Cikgu Rahman.. so didnt want him to think that ive got no commitment when i actually am very serious about it. it was fr two to five.. i reached exacty at two! naseb baek cikgu blum sampai. pheww! it was really a shave close uhh. then we did warmup for about 15minutes. &&it hurts so badd. &&we have this exploration technique.. where we have to move according to our body language. it definitely reminds me of how PA do it. guess wadd. Cikgu Rahman was Cikgu Osman student before. so i guess dats whyy. we did basics of inang. it was okayy. i can take it arh.. haha. he's quite funny tho. not as rabak as Cikgu Osman. only that u gotta take it seriously arh. i hope i'll become a better person&&get an identity by learning fr him. hopefully. insyallah. finished abit later.. ard 5.20.. pity hanif.. always got teased by Cikgu.. haha. anws. dats about it laa.. will be having another trng on thu.

phuket trip

05-06-2008
excited gilerr! maklom laa.. first time naek plane. but didnt get to sit furthest in which is nearer to the window. so checked in ard 11am. boarded plane ard one plus. reached phuket ard three? am not sure whether its sg's timing or phuket's. since theirs is a hour later than us. so met our so called 'tour guide', rambo, he sed he was an ex-muay thai boxer before he switched jobs. anws. before heading to hotel he took us to a jewellery shop and then was served with free drinks. okay, sounds so cheap. choices were hot/cold coffee, tea and milo. i chose ice tea. the taste was ehh-okayy lah ehh.. idk how to describe but for sure, it's different from our tehtarek mama. then we went to a ermm how shud i say it ehh.. its a shop.. duh! selling ermm snacks? those dry food stuffs. idk. what i noe the drinks and tasting of the snacks was foc. lol. reached our hotel, mercure@patong. i was like finally!!! waited patiently, the opposite, for our rooms to be ready at the lobby. since elder sis wanted to have a change in the rooms. initially they gave us rooms which were facing the main roads. wth. no scenery at all. unless our hotel is right infront of the beach laa ofcourse. while waiting we went wandering ard. left the kids at the children's room. while the rest of us went to make enquiries about the spa.after much tots, the rest except for me made an appointment. well, i dont neeed it man. i tot i'd rather spend on shoppng rather than spa. although at the second thought why not since i dun usually pamper myself. anws. soon aft, our rooms were ready! yeyy!! the first thing i did was to snap some pictures of the room. hehs. then we settled down and got ready to hunt for foood! and i can tell you, the first day food intake sucks!! imagine we had to wait for soo long to get our food ready. and then broinlaw ordered a fish dish. the fish tasted odd. really. macam ikan busuk. yucks kann. hm. then just took a walk near our hotel. sort of like pasar malam kind.

06-06-2008
spent our morning and afternoon at phiphi island. well to me its a must to go there. the scenery is much love! went there by a yatch.. wokeup ard 6am in thailand okayy.. hmm.. anws, i enjoyed taking pictures at mayabay and etc etc. and then at coral bay we can choose to go snorkelling but i gave that up due to my sight. one thing its sucha hassle to put on and take out contact lenses and i'll be like half blind if i dun have my lenses on. they r like my most essential of all besides my handphone and lappy. even so, sis and ii brought kaisah inarah to 'aquarium'. idk the proper term but anw ims ure if i got it right you all pun dont know kn. hehes. so its actually where you stand, basically not sit and half body wet while feeding small fishes which is ard you. and yes, ard you as in with you, in the water. i swear i never did thet before and it was a first time experience for me.. the first words that came out were ouhmygawd!!! haha. you dont feel anything much laa.. it was ermm how i shud say ehh.. more of interesting rather than disgusting. had fun. really. then we went for lunch at phiphi hotel. got a decent meal atlast. it was acually included in the package laa.. 1500 baht per person. so convert to sg.. it'll be.. hmm u divide it by 23 okayy.. pandaix2 calculate sendiri. hoho. so yeah. second day spent in phiphi. got back , brought the kids for a swim in the hotel pool while mum and dad got ready for theirspa retreat while us, got ready to venture out to.. dinner and walk along patong beach shops. there were restaurants which sell fresh seafood. tempted sehh. their tiger prawn is triple ours. they calculate by grams.. hundred grams for how many baht ntah. and we dint even know if 100 weighs for only one or less. we walked fornearly an hour and stopped at dubai eating place. it was at the end anw.it was another nice meal la but guess wad, it cost 2345baht. converted to sg is ard hundred plus seyy. i guess its like u want decent meal, just show the money that kind lorr.

07-06-2008
today wokeup abit later than the previous two days. woke up at nine in thai. brought the kids for elephant ride. before that rambo borught us to the highest viewpoint of phuket. to take pictures and all. coolness.went past korna/karno beach. sorry. i have a poor memory. the tides were very high. very. its good for surfing tho. but it suddenly reminds me of tsunami. but i was amazed looking at them. and ya so the elephant ride. there were four elephants so we divided ourselves into two groups of threes and two groups of twos. mum&dad, me&kaisah, elder sis with hubby&batrisyia, sis with hubby&inarah.obviously i wudnt wanna go alone. with the trainer. pls ehh. in the jungle. wth. lol. overall, i hate it but love it. i hate it because the elephant ride was so bumpy, unstable, my ass hurts and my elly keeps on stopping. to eat. i love it because basically its a once in a lifetime experince arh. my first atleast. and, sis's elly urinated! like foamy foam bath seah! haha. really. then we went for shopping. not really shopping laa. but we visited their huge shopping ctr called central market? hmm. yeah. guess so. went back since my sisters and broinlaws are gg for their spa retreat. the kids were in my room since i shared with mum&dad. i spent my time in the bathroom. and pamper myself to relax in the bathtub. hehs. then got ready to go for dinner aft they come back fr spa. the kids seemed tired tho so decided to send them back to the hotel since mum brought it up. aft sending them back to te hotel me tgt with sis' and broinlaws went for a walk. but, most of the shops were closed by then. it was only 11 seyy. haiyo. supposed to be a happening nyte smre. anws, wout kids and parents we walked through the bangla rd. its a red light district ahh.. like our geylang lorong. women everywhere, cant even tell if they're men or women. haiyo. but some are really preety laa. then this part, is another once in a lifetime experience. foc. wanna noe? walked thru stray dogs. really! atferst there was one black dog which accompanied us to our hotel. wth. haha. and then others which hang along the roadside. i was holding tight to sis while she on broinlaw. and when i turned i saw one of them one foot away fr broinlaw! wtf! and the next thing my sis saw it was behind me! i nearly wanted to run seah but broinlaw kept on emphasising to stay calm. and luckily larh. nutin happen. i tell you, if not for broinlaw, and if was only me and sis, i think we.. idk man. dun even wanna think about it. zipped.

08-06-2008
lastday! wokeup and went to patong beach. the kids got their hair braided. its superr cute okayy! they looked very nigerian and soon will have this bohemmian look. coolness. we r supposed to checkout at twelve so didnt stay long. got back and changed, packed our things etc. we have until three before heading to the airport. we just took another round of walk nearby our area. and had lunch at cairo. aft that walked back to hotel. final checkout and took the van. reached phuket airport and got our boarding pass etc. hmm we took the plane ard six plus and reached sg ard eight plus. i was superr excited okayy upon reaching sg!

so that's it. the first thing when we got home was to pay a visit to tehtarek. haha. hmm. thruout the four days, we kept on eating on indian/arab styles.. except for the breakfast which was provided by the hotel. and sorry clans.. didnt get anything for you peepol. i didnt even get anything for myself seyy. anw. you know whats the best thing of all. to have me back safe&sound. rytex2?? mp. anws. instead i got mosquito bites everywhere in return.. its like all over.. even on my face! this is so sickening! its super fugly okayy! sigh. yesyes. photos will be uploaded SOON.

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Labels: first performance with republicans.

this is for you.

i have a lot of things to say. but i simply cant say it nor display it. how i wish i could just thrash everything out. here. sigh. but i guess i cant. so lemme just say a word or two. it surprised me when u suddenly poppped out of nowhere. what ure tryin to convey only reflects one thing to me. my sentiments were right. u do read my blog. ive been right all along. and i assumed you must have your reasons as to why you denied. like what? your so called "i lie for good reasons". wtf. tell you what laa. you can save on your explanations. no amount of words can change the fact that we're through. you forced me to it my dear. i tried to solve things but you didnt want to. so there's nothing much i could do. thanks for making me have a hard time over you. all those advices that you gave me.. hmm.. maybe i'll put it to good use. &&hopefully not misuse it. &&fyi, he's not my byf. you have ur companions. i have mine too.

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good morning everyone.. its one plus am now.. im so bored right now.. nobody want to layan me.. haha. sound so pathetic. so decided to post some nonsense herre. atleast better than nothing right. atleast im doing something rather than just wait for someone to chat with me or me kpo2 go to ppl's blog or friendster. haha. evil. anw, today. did nothing. rot at home. &&did some packing. ok i think its time now to tell. okay people, im leaving for phuket in a few days time! at the end of the week. miss me not okayy. for those people who think that they wont get to see me aft i leave for phuket, you still have time to do so. haha. wth. omg i think this is the shortest entry that ive made sofar. im actually waiting for someone's call. and he called. so dada! huhu.

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hello beautiful people.. i spent most of my time outside today.. wokeup at 10am.. when i slept ard three. yeah.. three.. gosh. anw, it was because its inarah's teacher big day.. held at yishun. aft that rushed back to wdls to send the kids to deir classes. &&we went for kak hudah's invitation. her adik's newborn bbgal. at wdls. bussy gtuu kn kter satu ary nie! huhu. reached home ard four. then went online fer a while.. cuz had nutin to do. chat a while, listen to songs while waiting for the kids to wakeup frum deir short nap. &&also kakak.. katernyerr nk balek skjp tukar baju.. dier nyer skjp kn.. she reached nearly three hours later. haha. had our dinner at cwp, banquet. omg, i think ive gained weight the most today.. i ate rice three times sia todae! haiyo. ok whatever. i dun care. i mean i do. but. urgh. nvm. aft cwp.. went for usual drink session at tehtarek.. &&i seemed to noe a few of the guys derre.. they looked familiar but idk who.. anw to those ppl, hello. nice to meet you. idk where i met them. online or outside or what. hm. ohwell. till we meet again. im a shy person. dats what everyone has to noe. pls dun be mistaken by the way i look at you. im seriously not what you think i am. understand? then nvm. forget it. haha. for yest.. wokeup at five. yes. five aftn. haha. hell yeah! cool orwhat syikin?? hm. anw. did nutin. just rot at home. bathed. ate. ironed tonnes of clothes. went online. until three again. hm. BORING! see how dull my life is.. but my days are felt with heratfelt joy thanks to KAISAH&&INARAH.. looking at how they've grownup.. deir cheekiness.. no doubt they do get on my nerves at times.. but.. i love them dearly laa. all the screamings&&shoutings are nutin compared to my love. i love you both!!