i think i should have some mee soto at teh tarik.
( before school starts. )
but when ehh.
hmm. saturday maybe?
ok. this entry is so tk perlu.
its so random.

day out with the dancers! i lurve it when we just sit down andd talk andd laugh andd do ntg. other than seeing each other faces during practices. the plan was to meet at bugis to have lunch over at tong seng ( if i got it right) . we stayed therre until four before making a move. after which we went for shisha-ing at al-majlis. it was my first trip therre so i was rather excited about it andd it didnt disappoint me because the ambience was very warm andd cosy. stayed there for about two andd a half hours before making a move. only a few of us, aisyah was supposed to meet her cousiee while raudaaah andd iraa accompanied me to get my sister's pressie ( hopefully my sister dont read this before her birthday) . anw, thanks grrls for the company!

Finally! I get to meet Shaheed! He is so adorable i tell you. But it took a lot of patience for me to be close with him. I get to carry and talk to him only when we’re leaving rivervale. I was like thinking of ways to get him to talk to me and of course, i said things like, “shaheed nk sweet? Nanti kakak belikan sweet ok??” Then there begins our conversation. And this is very cute, everytime you talked to him, he’ll be like “huh?” I guess i hafto meet him more often just in case he doesnt forget me. Heehee.

Took 161 and reached woodlands. Went to kiddy palace cause syilaa wanted to get him a toy. We then met yan and had dinner at mcd. And again, shaheed starts his cheekiness. After which we left and went to meet asyraf over at his place. Syilaa bought batteries so that shaheed can play with his toy aeroplane. It cost less than 10 bucks but it’s worth the money though. Because the aeroplane got lights and it can move. It can move, like duh, obviously. But shaheed went screaming when he saw and said that he was scared. Hahaha! That makes everyone laughed. We then left ard 11 and cabbed home.

I must say i enjoyed spending time with shaheed. Thinking of him would definitely remind me of all the little things that he did. :)

surprisingly, im not as tired as i am by now. i mean its nearing the end of the week and usually i'll be like half dead. thats why im updating my blog right now, near to midnight for two consecutive nights. hehe. maybe because there's no dance practice on monday. idk. anws, had practice today. usual stuffs. accompanied iraa, raudaah, aisyah and isa for their dinner cum supper. went to banquet because they were so confident banquet closes at eleven. we reached before ten and all the stalls were cleaned, empty. haha. we then went to long john. &&guess who i bumped into! azhar! i last saw him during this time too, o levels. we went mugging tgt. the dancers planned for an outing next wednesday. excited sangat! cause we've never go out as a group tgt. we're only seen tgt during practices. will be looking forward to it! :)

short entry. i know. wait for the next post! hopefully there'll be pictures. hee.

i hate wednesdays.

im supposed to be looking forward to every wednesday and friday because i get to go home earlier than other days which also means a rest day for me. but i see myself dragging my feet to school every wednesday morning. why? because of some people who had to ruin my wednesday. im not gg to write or point out anybody in this case because i know classmates, some of you do come across my blog. i dont mean any harm nor do i bear any grudges against you(to whoever it may concern). but, the truth is, its haunting me that i feel that i should let it out. i realised that this matter really haunts me that i almost tear when i spoke to my sister about this. no, im not sad, but rather angry. when im angry, i dont go ard scolding or cursing people. i'd just keep it within me until i cannot bear with it anymore that i would break down. so this is how it started.

i shall begin with her. there was once i had to leave early because my father had to go for a surgery. and i inform her earlier that i had to go off as soon as i am done with my team's presentation which is around three in the afternoon). just so you know i got a partial for that. you see, she didnt tell me earlier that i would get a partial even if i left before or after presenting. well, if she had told me, i would have left earlier to be with my father who is at the hospital, on his surgery bed, and i bet he would want his daughter to be there with him to atleast calm him down and accompany him until he went inside the OT. and someone left at 9.30 am was given a partial, and i who left at 3 pm was given that too. whats the point? i wasted almost half a day in school which means nothing, my contribution means nothing and she suka2 marked me partial. wth uh.

and that doesnt end there. she gave me a C just because she caught me msn-ing. eh cmon luh eh, any other people in the class must have done it too. its only that i happened to be the unlucky one because she caught me. and why must it be me? so suay uh. and it affects my grade sumore. knn.

and the most recent one is when she embarrassed me in front of the class. intentionally, unintentionally, only God knows. i believe most of us would have come to a situation whereby when you have to do a presentation, you would try to use less words on your slide and elaborate more. what is wrong by reading from a source? you tell me. and i was the fourth group presenting. and before me there's a few of them who read off from their notes. but, she chose me to be an example and brought up to the class. she said in a sarcastic manner that the way i speak normally and present is different. you see, its me again. her favourite victim. i nearly exploded i tell you. she can say whatever she wants but embarrassed me in front of the class?? wtf! i so hate her!

for him. it all started when we were supposed to begin our first meeting and he said, 'so who shall be the sribe?' (note:it has always been me when im grouped with him) so i said, 'isit me again?' and guess what he said, 'yaluh! if you be the scribe i will sure evaluate you agree. no neutral or disagree.' i was so freaking pissed off okay. i had dance on mondays and tuesdays, i always finished after nine and i have to be the scribe the next morning. i didnt say much luh since i dont want it to prolong. and again he pissed me off when the rest were discussing including him and i started the notes by my understanding about today;s topic and what im unclear off and asked in a nice way, 'anything you wanna add on?' he gave me this, 'what? we discussed so much and you didnt take down anything?' i just keep quiet and roll my eyes. cb sia this guy.

ok duh. im tired. sleepy. hungry.

yest was spent over at kak noi's place. nothing much happened. let pictures do the talking yeah? ouh, ayah didnt join us cause he had to work.

dearest.

The hottest topic that everyone is talking about is definitely, hari raya. So how was my first day yest? As usual, waited for all the kakaks and abangs to come which almost took half the day. I must be lying if i say i’m not looking forward to raya every year b/c in a way, i get to seek forgiveness from the family, which you won’t see me doing so for no apparent reason every day, week or month. It really touches my heart every time i kneel down and as much as i tried holding back my tears, it just flows naturally.

As said, we’re a family of pink this year. Didn’t manage to take pictures b/c, i don’t feel like it? Hehe. Noluh. Everyone was busy with their own. The girls were busy with their pink kurungs and Barbie sling bag, goes ard salam everyone and say selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin. While i was busy looking after my baju and shoes, and kept ranting on the girls so that they won’t step on my foot which eventually they did. I find this claim exceptionally funny when kaisah said, “Duit kaisah semua mama ambil. Rumah nenek nie mama ambil, rumah nenek tadi pun mama ambil. Abe kaisah tkde duit.” Omg. She’s so cheeky lo!

Anws, we managed to go to five houses throughout the evening and came back only at twelve midnight. I alr pancet at the last house. The thought of having school on the second day of raya is really sucky. Hopefully we wont be gg out today. Oh please momma, spare me. I have school tmr.