Hello.

Ive been keeping myself away from sweetscenes.bs for some time and i think its time to have a proper and daily (i hope) update. Heh.

Life has been sucky these days. Things hasn’t been going on smoothly like how i thought it would or should hv been. Ahh, i don’t wanna talk about it.

I missed work during the weekends. Very dramatic know. I black-out at ion, otw to work on Saturday. I didn’t know what to do, i had to squat and lean against the wall before i can finally visualise. Afraid that i might just knock out, i called Zara. I was asked to go home.

On national day, followed the family to watch fireworks even though i badly wanted to stay at home, and sleep. And it was the first time that ayah tagged along. If not, he’d be busy working. At the end of the day, nothing can replace the family love or bond. Cause i know at the end of the day, they are the ones who are readily there, at the end of the long stretch of road, waiting for me with arms wide open. And i must thank kakak, for being there most of the time, dealing with my whines every now and then and understanding me. Oh and anw, nice hair eh kak. *kening naik2*

What i wanna do now is to concentrate on ut3 and i can get ready and prepare myself for hari raya. Ceyy, mcm paham. Also, trying to gain back what i’ve lost along the way, boy-friends. Met a couple of them recently. Ty, for listening and sharing your thoughts.

I think what i need is a break and ample rest from everything.