i hate wednesdays.

im supposed to be looking forward to every wednesday and friday because i get to go home earlier than other days which also means a rest day for me. but i see myself dragging my feet to school every wednesday morning. why? because of some people who had to ruin my wednesday. im not gg to write or point out anybody in this case because i know classmates, some of you do come across my blog. i dont mean any harm nor do i bear any grudges against you(to whoever it may concern). but, the truth is, its haunting me that i feel that i should let it out. i realised that this matter really haunts me that i almost tear when i spoke to my sister about this. no, im not sad, but rather angry. when im angry, i dont go ard scolding or cursing people. i'd just keep it within me until i cannot bear with it anymore that i would break down. so this is how it started.

i shall begin with her. there was once i had to leave early because my father had to go for a surgery. and i inform her earlier that i had to go off as soon as i am done with my team's presentation which is around three in the afternoon). just so you know i got a partial for that. you see, she didnt tell me earlier that i would get a partial even if i left before or after presenting. well, if she had told me, i would have left earlier to be with my father who is at the hospital, on his surgery bed, and i bet he would want his daughter to be there with him to atleast calm him down and accompany him until he went inside the OT. and someone left at 9.30 am was given a partial, and i who left at 3 pm was given that too. whats the point? i wasted almost half a day in school which means nothing, my contribution means nothing and she suka2 marked me partial. wth uh.

and that doesnt end there. she gave me a C just because she caught me msn-ing. eh cmon luh eh, any other people in the class must have done it too. its only that i happened to be the unlucky one because she caught me. and why must it be me? so suay uh. and it affects my grade sumore. knn.

and the most recent one is when she embarrassed me in front of the class. intentionally, unintentionally, only God knows. i believe most of us would have come to a situation whereby when you have to do a presentation, you would try to use less words on your slide and elaborate more. what is wrong by reading from a source? you tell me. and i was the fourth group presenting. and before me there's a few of them who read off from their notes. but, she chose me to be an example and brought up to the class. she said in a sarcastic manner that the way i speak normally and present is different. you see, its me again. her favourite victim. i nearly exploded i tell you. she can say whatever she wants but embarrassed me in front of the class?? wtf! i so hate her!

for him. it all started when we were supposed to begin our first meeting and he said, 'so who shall be the sribe?' (note:it has always been me when im grouped with him) so i said, 'isit me again?' and guess what he said, 'yaluh! if you be the scribe i will sure evaluate you agree. no neutral or disagree.' i was so freaking pissed off okay. i had dance on mondays and tuesdays, i always finished after nine and i have to be the scribe the next morning. i didnt say much luh since i dont want it to prolong. and again he pissed me off when the rest were discussing including him and i started the notes by my understanding about today;s topic and what im unclear off and asked in a nice way, 'anything you wanna add on?' he gave me this, 'what? we discussed so much and you didnt take down anything?' i just keep quiet and roll my eyes. cb sia this guy.

ok duh. im tired. sleepy. hungry.