thank god UT is like finally over! yeah, over! and herre i am blogging about it. excited lah sangat, belajar pun tidak. ouh, i mean i read thru though. with the mixture of feeling exhausted ever since monday. monday tau! how tiring can that be! sister said i was anti-social these days. pardon me for that. i know you understand fully. anws. had practice on monday. with cikgu. omfg. idk why but my vision blurred twice during practice. i was so afraid that he gonna roar at me or something but i just couldnt help it. dah macam life and death tau tak. warmups was like crazy. and afew new moves which idk for what. reflections maybe? very slow ok. menguji kesabaran aku. then came basics of joget. went home straight. so tired and sleepy. didnt even bother to read for cognitive UT the next day. ohwells. then tue came. super long day. cognitive UT, sci module and then again, practice. with no cikgu this time ard. the ones who make it were only hanif, raudhah and me. the usual clicks have other things to do. asri taught us SAF dance moves, choreographed by zaini, he is modern dance instructor. the dance is about fusion; malay, chinese, indian. racial harmony la gtu. then came wednesday. culture UT was ok, but! computing module. sucks kan! thursday pulak computing UT, culture module. ayayai. and its over. like finally. macam lama gitu nak tunggu. boleh la aku kembali slack. huahua. but one thing i have to bear with now is my thigh cramps. mesti because of monday's practice. tp tue baru start rasa. it so fucking hurts when i goes up or down the stairs, stand to sit, sit to stand or any movement that make me goes higher or lower.


ayah will be gg for appointment at ttsh tmr. my mom is like so worried that he needs to undergo surgery. hopefully its nothing serious and he wont get admitted. life wont go on without him. i need him. people, please pray for my dad that everything's gonna be alright alright. your prayers will definitely make a difference.


i love you ayah.