decided to edit this entry since there are things which i wanted to add-on on. so people.. its friday! yey! finally! ive been waiting for weekends. u can see how excited i am when it comes to end of the weekdays. macam banyak gtu to talk about. i wanna satrt with telling you how much weight ive gained for yest. i had my meal ard 9.30pm, &&before gg to sleep i went out of the room, (ingatnya nk keluarkann air botol dlm fridge utk dibawa ke sekolah bsk) then suddenly ayah sed there's horfun in the kitchen. apa lagi. perangai aku mcm tk pernah nmpk rupa horfun tu mcm mne. but hey, its not as badd as you imagine it to be ok. i did ask dad whether he&mum have eaten ornot b/c mum didnt cook. only fried rice. sigh. macam mana aku nk lose weight. when i eat, i reallly eat. &&when i dont, i dont. nodoubt lah that i usually eat a proper meal once a day which is at 6 in the evening. hm. anw im in skool. having breakout two. which is from 12 - 2.30pm. having mild flu&&sorethroat at this current moment. sometimes i just hate myself. for being sucha bitch. i mean my attitude sucks when im tired, stress, sick. when i say negative responses which arent pleasant to the ears, i felt badd shortly aft. sigh. i apologised for being so mean. nonetheless, despite my moodswing, i smiled from ear to ear when i saw syilaa this morning. im otw to skool while she's otw to work. im so missing her! eventhough we r not with the person as in right infront of him/her to show our presence, but just by listening via chats or messages actually brought us closer. &&u somehow sense how much u missed her aft not meeting for months&&suddenly she just popped out of nowhere when ure feeling down, &&upon seeing her enlightened your day. k. enuf sed. now im gg to talk about yest trng. eventhough cikgu rahman wasnt derre, i can feel the pressure&&tension given by the seniors. the moves was alright except that we had to do it with the proper technique. with bending&&stuffs. &&when i say bend, i really mean BEND ok! they also warned us that we'll be expecting cramps that will lasts for about three days? &&im slowly feelin' it now. heard from kakak mama&&ayah bringing the two girls out for a swim. ayah pampers them alot. haha. too badd my time's over. hehs. urgh! im feelin sick ryte now. the mild flu&&sorethroat is killing me and herre comes the leg cramps&&im startin to feel my body temp higher than usual. today dg cognitive. its about interaction. okla. will be doing skid, pictation orwhat its called&one slide on our conclusion which is answering to the problem statement la. i hope end early. i was bloghopping&&this sentence really made me thought it over. kawan. kawan ketawa ramai tapi kawan menangis susah hendak dicari. sometimes im so glad im surrounded by wonderful people who's willing to help me getby thruout my life. be there for me thruout my ups&&downs. listening to my shits. &&to those who are still hanging on, thanks alot. i appreciate ur presence altho it cannot be felt. am i talking sense?? haha. &&yess, im gg out tmr. to where? wait for the next entry!! much love. ps syilaa, aku tau kau tau. shh. diam. jgn blg org mne aku pg bsk k! haha.